My Experience as a Cross Dresser
This all starts out by imagining myself in high heel shoes. Time has been spent going store to store looking for the right heels to try on. Once found, a purchase has been made. Trying them on for the first time caused my heart to pound with excitement. "Wow", I say to myself. Not only that; I felt taller. More high heel shoes and boots were bought along the way. Later came the tight woman's clothing (i.e. tight tops, and jeans), skirts, and dresses. From here starts the rest of my journey towards cross dressing.
In the beginning
There was a time spent lying in bed, I began fantasizing myself wearing woman's high heels. Wondering how this would be, time has been spent searching for the right shoes to buy. Different stores are search for those 4" heels that were desired. As soon as they were found, a purchase has been made. These were pink with a wooden beige 4" stiletto.
Time to head to a parking lot where hopefully no one will spot me. While wearing my white Levi's, I for the first time tried on my high heels. My heart starts to pound, blood can be felt flowing in my veins. Time to come out and take a walk around the car. At first I felt excited seeing myself in these shoes and my somewhat tight jeans. Looking at my reflection at the buildings window made me feel sexy. Here practice is made walking around the area. Soon the art in walking in heels would be developed. Later on I started to walk faster and comfortably in them.
More heels were bought later on. These would include a pair of black open toe (5" heels), designer boots (Charles David's brown, and gray alligator prints). In all these would add up 12 shoes, and 6 boots. This gave me more woman's footwear than men's. One of these would be a pair of red 7 1/2" and silver with clear 8" heel striper shoes. These two are the hardest to walk in especially on carpet. I'd keep falling on these.
Time for women's clothing
Well now the women's clothing. I started buying shorts just showing my legs. The pantyhose were used to make my legs shine.
Dressing Up in Public
Well here is were things get interesting. Here for the first time in Santa Clarita, CA, an appearance in drag was done for all to see. A pair of shorts, pantyhose, a long sleeve top, and a pair of 4" stilettos were worn for all to see. At the cosmetics shop, at the "Santa Clarita Mall", a lady applied makeup to feminize my features. This is where I changed into my girly clothes. It was an uncomfortable experience. "What am I thinking" I say to myself. With embarrassment it was time to change back into my male clothes.
The more I did this, the more comfortable I became. Trips to Santa Monica, Westwood, Pasadena would be made dressing this way. Compliments were given to me mostly by other women. All this made me more comfortable doing this. It led to other things that will discussed later.
POSING FOR MONEY
Now here comes the real fun. A busker in Las Vegas, Nevada suggested that I pose for money since people like taking pictures with me in my high heel stilettos. So now comes the time to apply makeup to feminize myself as much as possible to attract an audience. Approximately an equal amount are men and women would pose with me. Usually dances are performed to get noticed.
They usually give
me $1.00 + for photos. Whatever you choose to give is up to
you. It will be appreciated. If they try to photo me
without tipping, a sign will be placed in front of my face to keep
from photographing my face. This gives them a chance to come up
and ask for my image. Then I shall say "I pose for tips".Most of the appearances are at "FREMONT STREET EXPERIENCE" in Las Vegas, Nevada. The strip does not produce enough money to make it worth while. Besides casinos, stores, and restroom access are within a few feet away. At the strip, it takes a while to get to all stores, casinos, and restrooms.
Other benefits to coming out "Fremont Street Experience"
For one by coming out here you save on drinks, food and quick access to restroom use. All casinos and stores are just a few feet away. There are three stages that have live bands performing free of charge nightly (Main St., 1st St, and 3rd Street stages). My favorite place to buy drinks is "Mermaids". Here you buy one football approx. 48oz for $18 and get refills for $9. They have bigger drink sizes also. All for 1/2 of what you get on the strip. There are other bars outside and inside that are pretty reasonable. If you are into drag queens, "Drink & Drag" have some of the hottest drag queens around. My latest
